I know where all the best paths
in my town are
I stride out daily
seeking out the trees, and
they welcome me –
autumn leaves whispering
stories in the breeze
they’re teaching me how
to tune into memories
long dormant in my head.
Our autumn days seem endless
colder now at night and the early
mornings are frost breathed, but
the low sharp sun’s rays
offer a warm drowsy middle day and
in this long slow slide
into winter, the autumn colour
is a palette of burnished gold
burgundy shades of red shades of
green patterned in the trees
scattered on the ground.
It’s the angle of the sun
the way it works with the breeze
to shift the shadows
illuminating the leaves, the dazzle
and daze that sharpens memory:
how we pushed your newborn
baby brother in his pram
through the autumn afternoons
of ‘84 you, at two, trotted
beside me stopping
to scoop up armfuls
from the oaks and toss them
into the air scattering them
kicking your tiny feet and leaping
like a frisky puppy
into someone’s carefully raked piles.
This is the memory conjured
by a walk on a lingering autumn day
thirty-six years later.
Tomorrow, I’ll walk again.
Beverley Lello